Help me have freedom

Hello everybody. I've hidden my real name to avoid discrimination. I am a citizen of Ukraine, 23 years old, and since 2022, I've been attempting to leave Ukraine to pursue a good education and secure employment. Unfortunately, I am not allowed to cross the border. I reside in a small town, and due to the war, I lost my job and the means to earn a living. This has become a decisive factor for me. If someone suggests that I join the army, my health doesn't permit it, as I have relevant medical diagnoses. I am unable to serve, and I lack the opportunity to earn income. To go abroad, I need to pay a bribe of $12,000, a sum that is beyond my means. I am willing to repay this money; just give me a chance and help me.